As you all know i live a hypomanic lifestyle LOL LOL LOL However it is a hypomanic that i have complete control of, not it having control of me. However as i have been having this fairly stable, long run of things i have noticed something. When the sun goes down i tend to get sentimental and even a bit blue. Not full on depression or anything like that, just a feeling comes over me of deep feelings. I know i am not doing a good job describing it, it feels both sad and sweet at the same time, if that makes sense.
I wonder if my hypomania keeps me so "juiced" during the day that i just dont notice this feeling. But i also get it really hard during the winter when there is less sunlight. SO it may be something there that my depression feeds off of.
I was just wondering if any of you get feelings like this, or if you notice that you get more regular symptons as you get more stable. Its not bad enough that i want to add on more meds, god no, i can live with it. I was just wondering as i learn how to live inside this new Bill.