You do deserve better. God i hate people who prey on other people. I think and hope there is a special ring of hell devoted to those type people.
There are better people out there. That said, how do we help you now.
If you have a choice of verbally abusive parents and a possibly sexually abusive boyfriend than my 2 cents is stay at home for a while till you can get things sorted. Try to operate at hours that your parents arnt around, if they are home during the day go to the local library or church, or hike, bike, if you can find a job you like, anything to get you out and from around them.
Verbal abuse is rough enough, you dont want to be sexually abused. Many men are looking for someone they can control and they will do bad things to you. At least if you are home you are basicly safe from that.
Take your time and get yourself settled. You need time to grieve for what you have lost, and time to deal with the reality of the new BP you. If you are having a problem with meds contact local doctors and ask for free supplies. Tell them what the issue is and that you are just trying to keep healthy and sane during this time that you are putting your life back together. If you have to half your med intake to strech them out longer. THis is an extreme measure, and is much harder but if you can get at least half of what you need it will help out more than you getting zero of what you need.
Good luck and keep posting here. We are here to help and listen.
As long as you act like a victim, you will be a victim. Chin up, girl!
You are one tough creature and you are surviving in a really tough situation. Give yourself some credit! You are awesome and deserve to be treated that way!
But that will only happen after you value yourself and you love yourself enough to TAKE CONTROL of the situation. We can't control the mood swings, but there are other things we can control.
Definitely don't move in with the guy. That is a very dangerous situation - what if you don't make it out alive?!
I'm assuming your parents love you but don't know how to support you? Act like the adult you are and have an adult conversation with you. I bet they would like you out of the house - so they will probably support you in getting you out of the house. :)
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Good for you, that is great news that you decided to take control of your life instead of letting others control it for you. I'm sure i can speak for all of us here and say we are very proud of you.