I am a 24 y/o married female. I am currently taking 200mg of Zoloft every day.
I have always had an anger/depression problem but have been able to manage it. Within the last 2 to 3 years I have become very bitter and very angry. I have a strange sleeping pattern, I could stay up for hours on end or sleep all day long. I have VERY vivid dreams.
One week ago, I threatened to hurt myself. My husband attempted to call 911, but I talked him out of it. It ended with me teasing him (seductively) practically forcing him to have sex with me and then I acted like nothing had happened. I do not know what was going on and I would NEVER hurt myself like that. My husband said I was in a daze.
This is starting to hurt my marriage. My husband is very supportive but even the strongest man can only take so much. Normally I would act as though there was nothing wrong and my anger was directly from something he had done. Even though this was often not the case. Today I became so angry because he didnt pick me up in the same spot at the grocery store. I began to berate him, calling him names and actually for the first time ever, struck him. His arm is now very bruised.
After the fight we had ( or I had ) ... I became very sleepy and ended up crying like crazy. I feel horrible afterwards and usually have a migraine.
I can not ... We can not ... Live like this. Please any comments will be helpful ...