Loneliness is hard, but feeling stuck is the worst! I cannot cope with both. I stay home with my son, so I am alone much of the time. I stay tied in to social groups online for a pick-me-up.
A few years ago, I couldn't work and was stuck at home with no car and no money. That was awful!
It's is top priority for me to have a car when I am staying home!
I can't handle boredom, so I get involved in activities/projects/hobbies. I'll be obsessed over one particular thing for about 2 or 3 weeks and go on to the next. There are a few things that I keep coming back to - it's not completely random. :)
I believe that you CAN do something about it. When you are not depressed, what do you enjoy? What do you care about?
If nothing comes to mind - try this: What makes you angry? child abuse? animal abuse? hunger? politics? Find your passion! Maybe there is something you can do to help from home - typing, research, phone calls, organize an event or fundraiser, make something to sell to benefit the cause.
There is always something you CAN do. Finding motivation to do it, or finding your passion can be hard.
Borderline Personality Disorder
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder