Dont give up hope, there are better days ahead. Just hold on and there will be some great people here to handle your question. And sorry your therpast moved, however we are here to talk to you and many people have found that talking to other BP people is easier since we understand what you are going thru.
"If Life Gives You Lemons, Make Lemonade"
"It isn't my fault that i am BiPolar, It is my responsibility how i treat it so that i don't hurt others or myself." Happy Bill
Meds. Respirdal 0.5 a day, more if needed.