We all know boredom is the #1 ally of any addiction, or depression. And boredom sadly seems to follow me around. I just can't find things to keep me busy, especially on the weekends.
I'm the opposite of most people. I LOVE my job, and I can't wait for Mondays because I love what I do and doing it actually causes me to get a bit manic - but not a destructive kind, just creative and satisfied.
My interests are narrow as it is, I like to think I'm fairly social, but I'm probably lying to myself about that, and I'm not necessarily one to try out new things. But I'm reaching deseperation here. Seriously, a couple nights this week, I watched 2 innings of baseball and went to bed at 8 because I felt I didn't have anything else to do and nothing was holding my interest.
So I'm open to whatever. Anyone have any suggestions, so I can add those things to the lamictal and abilify as weapons to stave off the depression.
Thanks so much
Bipolar II (diag. 2005)
On my 7th psychologist. *I've moved alot*
Thousands of pages read on my disorder
Looking for people like me
"Whether you think you can, or think you can't - you're right"
Lamictal and Abilify are my friends