I really don't have any surprises for you all.
Mom started chemo last week and already she is very ill and very very weak. When I talk to her on the phone she sounds so frail.
It is very difficult to take in. I am so worried and scared for this.
The biggest way this is affecting me right now, is extreme and I mean extreme fatigue, and panic attacks. It's so awful.
I've been busy the past few days so that is why I haven't been on the board. I have a lot of work at work. Although yesterday I used 4 vacation hours to go home and sleep. And sleep I did. My cat Mogli crawled into bed with me and we slept for 3 hours! Honestly right now I could sleep all the days away.
I will try to post more, but if I'm not around, it's because I'm exhausted.
Love you all,
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
Clonazepam .5mg as needed for panic attacks
---temporarily off Lamictal----