I feel like I'm trapped right now in my own brain and someone else has completely taken over my thoughts and made them so negative. i can't stop crying and punching things and I just want to scream and sob and I just don't feel good no matter what I do. I can't get out of this mood. I can't be there for anyone right now and nobody is here for me and I just really really need another person to talk to because if I don't get out of my house soon this mood is going to keep me trapped for the entire day and I just want to talk to my boyfriend but he told me he would 'leave me alone' until I was feeling better and that's NOT WHAT I WANT! but if I try to talk to him on the phone all he will hear is me sobbing and talking to him on the computer doesn't help at all. I need human contact and I'm so alone.
"crazy" french girl with bipolar II