You know cateyes, we are all so used to such wild swings of moods, that when we get calmed down and medicated it does feel like we are walking thru mud. The example i use for my non bp friends is when you drive on the express way at 65-75mph for a couple of hours, then get off and have to go 40 and 40 feeeeeelllllsssss so sllllloooooowwwww. Know what i mean. LOL LOL LOL
i actually had my doc lower my doseage for a bit to see if i could live on the lower doseage. I could but it required a lot mro work to monitor my moods. But it was only lowered after a year on the meds, so i had really leveled out and had a good place to start from.
Hope you get things figured out.