im home today .. first day of school for the kids :)
I am slightly depressed .... not sad at all , but last night I felt feverish, and thats how my depression starts... not mch energy, and feeling sick... Also bf and I got into another argument (STUPID argument ) yesterday.
I had planned to buy the girls school bags that i found on craigslist, this lasy had them for only 5 dollars, and they were brand new.. but it was an hour drive... So bf says " go meet her at 7 pm and i will take the kids with me to the scout meeting, and then you will not have to leave them home alone , and it will ave you money on buying book bags...
So that was the plan for last night... and when I got home from work< it was 5 pm and I was tired... SO I went onlne to the gap and found they had a sale on bookbags for 6 dollars .... so I decided to go to the mall and get those, ( five minutes from my home) when bf called (just before I was leaving to go to the mall) This was the conversation:
HI I TEXT YOU THIS MORNING AND NO ANSWER ALL DAY!
I have a very busy job , sorry I didnt get a bathroom break , much less time to look at my blackberry so I left it in the car.
OK WHEN ARE YOU LEAVING TO GET THE BAGS?
im actually not going to make that drive, I can get the same bags for almost as cheap, and ....... ) this is where he interrupts me and I couldnt get another word in :
WHAT MAKES YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND, YOU ARE LIKE SOME DICTATOR, YOU JSUT CHANGE YOUR MIND ON A WHIM, i HAD PLANS NOW AND MY PLANS WERE PLANNED AROUND YOU GOING, I WAS GOING TO TAKE THE KIDS WITH ME TO SCOUTS AND (BLAH BLAHB LAH )
im trying to get a word in at this point , and I keep telling him how silly he is acting
he goes on: ILL TELL YOU WHAT , IF YOU ARE JUST GOING TO DECIDE THINGS ON YOUR OWN THEN YOU DO YOUR THING , AND ILL DO MINE. ILL TAKE CARE OF MY KID, AND YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURS.
he went on and on about how *I* changed his plans bc of my decision.... but the only thing that changed is that he didnt have to take the kids with him to scouts.
so i hung up on him and we havent spoken since