Good luck tortise, i hope you find the peace you seek. I too understand how awefull this desease is when it comes to stability. Or lack there of. LOL LOL LOL I am just working on finding a little stability in my small corner of the world. Thank god when it comes to stability my dog and cats are absolute rocks i can anchor myself to. Puppy allways wants some of what i have to eat, the cats allways want attention, its that kinds of stability that i need in my life.