Bp's on med's must also be able to pay for them. Insurance script coverage is sadly lacking and sometime hard choices must be made. State programs will not contribute with insurance coverage.
I actually did fairly well for a number of years without meds. I'm making it now. Just not particularly comfortably. As long as the heavy mania doesn't hit again I'll muddle through. I KNOW I need another dr. I'm also aware I'd do alot better on the meds. I was better. Right now, I simply have no options.
Thanks for the input