I haven't been around for a bit. Some things have changed. I went to the doc about my health issues only to get treated as I figured. Like a nut. Also, I have it set up so that I can see a therapist who also is very knowledgeable in meds and is authorized to dispense them. She has worked out a deal with me. I am looking forward to this but also very scared at the same time.
Health wise I am falling apart. Longer work hours I am sure is a major factor, but I also need these hours to pay bills. Lil mans father came by last weekend, not sure if he is coming at all this weekend though as he never called. I would love to take lil one to the pool for the weekend, but not sure how to approach the issue. Since he didn't call do I assume he isn't coming and go? I don't want to wait around all day and he not show either.
Mood wise I am in the blahs. I have good moments then bad in the same minute. Have really strange urges that just come from nowhere but disappear as quickly as they came. Try to keep myself busy but then end up hurting so bad I can't. Its screwy. Oddly enough. I am doing well. I can't even explain it.
Hope you all are well.