Oh, darlin I SOOOOO understand the misery of that feeling. I really feel for you, hon.
Be glad you don't have to be anywhere today, that's good. You may be having a reaction to your free time being over. I am ALWAYS like that when something I have looked forward to a lot is coming to an end. Downright inconsolable, hating the world and (almost) everyone in it. And yes, people are very stupid when you're running faster than they are. Well, come to think of it, they just plain ARE!
You probably know I've lost more than a few jobs by going off on the boss, lol. "F*** off" was my most common method! But even when I didn't go off, I thought everybody else was stupid, slow and lazy. I coudln't stand them, I ended up doing their f****** jobs for them half the time, because their slowness slowed me down, and I COULDN'T have that! God!
Most of us are also BPD, at least the ones with abusive childhoods. No meds for that one, unfortunately.
Keeping busy with creative stuff is the best thing. I love to bake when I feel like s***, it is calming and keeps my mind busy. So, go make that eyeball, take a picture of it if you can (digital) and send it to me! (Along with your pretty a** face, too!)
Oh, babes, don't even get me STARTED on f***** Bush! I bet I hate him more than you. I live in the totally wrong right wing, Bush a** licking state!
Have a nice day
Sandra-BP brings new meaning to Life's Little Ups and Downs
Hey, Nickie -
darn it, You're supposed to be feelng BETTER today! Dontcha hate with the rapid cycling drops the ball on the BAD moods!
Were you talking about astrology when you said (earth person?) If so, I LOVE astrology! I'm actually a fire sign (go figure), but my rising sign is an earth sign. (Birth chart = more accurate description)
Or, if you're talking about SAD, count me in, BIG TIME! I have a love/hate relationship with fall - it's my favorite because it's cool (consider where I live), but I usually crash and burn, too.
It's wayyyyy early yet, at least it feels too early so Im not totally coherent. Yet.
I want that recipe! I love anything with artichokes. Spinach/artichoke dip on French bread is my favorite of all.
I have a killer recipe site where I get ALL my recipes called recipezaar.com You should check it out!
Write back when you can i know you have school today. I think that's your problem, it always happens to lots of us when the party ends.