Oh, Pats I'm so sorry! I don't understand them either. From what you have said, they freaked out because you were going to the neighbors for help? WTF! Has Lauren stayed with you alone, without Kev before? Are they just thinking your psycho and alone with her and she's in danger becuase your psycho?
I understand Kev's reaction, in fact, I would expect any good husband to feel that way. He's not a wimp! He took up for you. and I don't have to tell you about stress before shift. It's not you, you know that, right? Think about it, compared to saving emergency lives, a TV is no big deal to him. It's all relative. You just wanted Lauren to have a good time. I understand, and when everybody calms down, you can maybe have a rational talk about it, but not until then. You are overreacting, too, saying they will never talk to you again. That's ridiculous, you know. They are blood, that's nto going to happen, no matter how immature and paranoid they are!
It's not worth making yourself sick over. Just call over there and ask nicely to talk to your sis, NOT her f****** lame a** husband. Be CALM! and did I mention calm?
We all love you here, Pats, don't ever doubt that! We all have rocky times with family, mental illness makes that mandatory! But you're not giong to lose any of us, so get that out of your paranoid/everybody-hates-me head!
Just breathe. Take a walk. Drink some hot herbal tea. Smell some lavendar. Take a bath with candlelight! Just do something calming for yourself, having diarrhea isn't helping the situation! Don't let it "run" the show, pun intended, lol.
Love you girl,
Oh, I didn't know it was like that with your sis. I'm so sorry, I know you love Lauren, but I honestly do NOT believe you have lost them for good. It just doesn't work like that over a petty misunderstanding.
Hey, don't talk like that! You aren't "doing" any deed, young lady! Think about Kev! That's what has kept me from doing anything in the past, the only reason is I think about Paul having to find me, and the shock and misery and guilt he would suffer until his dying day. I know you're not that selfish, and besides, it's not the end of the world!
If you are feeling seriously like offing yourself, for real, then get into a hosp, pronto! You hear me????
Don't let them control you. They will get over it, trust me. You always have us, Pats, and Kev. Think about that!
I'll talk to you tomorrow, OK? Try to get some good sleep tonight.
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