I'm sorry you think your unwelcome, you're not. None of us have been particularly well lately, so I'm sorry at least for my not responding.
Did you start taking meds yet?
Sorry to hear that you feel unwelcome here and I apologize for not helping you feel otherwise. I'm in the same boat as the other girls being super busy and not feeling all that great either, so I haven't had much to add lately. The only thing I might say is that I have a hard time posting anything relevant if I'm not familiar with people and if I'm not sure what people are looking for if they don't post a specific question in their topic. I always worry that I would only aggravate a situation if I reply with something stupid or random so I tend to stay away.
I hope that you find the support that you are looking for,