Good deal, Ellie! See no cancer. Of course, with a smoking history there is always a bigger chance. I smoked for 22 years, finally successfully quit 3 years ago. I am very scared of something happeneing to me, too. How ******* stupid! What an idiot! All so I could smell bad. You did quit didn't you?
LOL, good one Ellie! I have heard that BPs usually have neck problems from all the years of mania tensing the neck and causing spasm. My entire neck is arthritic and stays in constant spasm, even massage therapists can't get them out. I'm really looking forward to MORE neck pain, haha.
I am glad you quit, it's awful.
BP brings new meaning to Life's Little Ups and Downs
I'm so sorry he's like that. He is a jerk of the highest caliber. Yeah, I know what you mean about being lonely IN a relationship. I had one like that when I was early 20's, alcoholic, abusive mentally, he actually did call me a manic depressive and that was before I got formally diagnosed, lol. I was miserable it was the only time I actually came within a hair of slitting my wrists. I was all ready in the tub, but I just couldn't do it. The next day is when I went, got dxd and started Lithium, a week later I moved out. I was soooooo much happier to be rid of that burden.
I am sooo happy and proud that you are determined this time and aren't going to let him stop you from getting well. You know, because of you and Sandy that's why I am going to brave the side effects of Abilify and really give it a chance.
Like a fool I took it last night like my pdoc said to , but I cut my dose of Seroquel in half because I had been waking up foggy and blah. Well, as you can rpobably guess, I prett much was up the entire night. But mind is oh so busy, and body very tired. So, it's a good thing I did all the housework and laundry yesterdy so I can relax today and will have time to paint (art). I really feel like it today.
lol, I am looking forward to that! Funny, I hardly eat in the day, I actually forgt until blood sugar drops, THEN I remember! Awful! At night is my problem, because dinner is always so tasty, lol.
I am starting on the 5mg. So far, no it doenst make me tired obviously! I also took it this a.m I am going to be taking it in the a.m., so I ddint want to wait until tomorrow.