thanks for all your answers:) im sorry if i jumped. it guess its just reactionary after so many disappointments and rude people. i dont do social real well in person and sometimes not even online. i have multiple issues that bleed into one another. i didnt come for pity or sympathy. actually i can be a good listener because it puts my problems aside. i suffter from bipolar1 and anthropophobia a fear of people. my doc says that probably stemmed from ridicule as a child because i stutter. so im a wreck i guess but this doc is awesome because all our sessions are on pager and i dont have to speak. i dont go out socially nor much in public. we grocery shop at 3 am when stores are empty and i go to work and straight home. it takes me months to get used to one person being too close and my co workers are great. i have a bachelors degree in automotive and replace computers in cars for GM. i wasnt this bad years ago. it just got worse with bad relatives and hurtful people out here. i rebuilt my car and i drag race race her. my best friend is doug. hes a gulf war 1 vet and my biggest supporter and protector. maybe too much so. my wife is ellen. she is from notthingham england and she talks enough to make up for me. no kids. i love them but we lost 3 and she cant have anymore. so thats about it. i dont hide anything so ask away.
I just wanted to start a new thread to Welcome to Corey and start some fresh conversation on a lighter thread.
Corey - hope that this is a place you will grow to feel comfortable and welcome.