Hi, Putter -
It seems that all BPs have one or another type of phobia(s), god knows I have my fair share, too! That's just yours, sometimes counseling can help, usually stabilizers don't. Also, you might ask your doc about something like klonopin or ativan to treat you just when you need it. Ativan is not as strong as Klonopin, it just depends on your level of anxiety. Talk to your doc or therapist about maybe both therapy and medication.
BP brings new meaning to Life's Little Ups and Downs
Thanks for the words girls. And you're right Sandra that it does help knowing that I'm not alone.
I only have a minute, but I hope that you're all well,