I recieved a notice in the mail today that as of jan 1, 06 my medicaid will not be paying for my rx's. Apparantly I have to pick a medicare plan, and i am so stupid when it comes to these things. I was wondering if anyone else is experiancing this as well???
Plus, my psychotic symptoms seem to be shining thru in full force tonight....auditory, and visual hallutionations. those are the worst. its like my brain is fighting itself..yes i hear and/or see something, but i can't hear/see these things because they are not there. its a constant battle and it's so exhausting. if they last for more than 2 days i have to ck myself into the psych ward at the hospital. Praying that doesn't happen. And on top of that, i am in danger of loosing my seriquill....something with the gov wanting patients to switch to risperadal (didn't work for me), geodon (didn't work for me) or abilify(of which i know nothing about). My pdoc says that there's a possibility that since 2 of them didn't work for me, i would have a good case to keep me on the seriquill. and of course, my negitive attitude has already got me "knowing" that i'm going to have to switch, which scares me to death since that is my antipsychotic.(which usally works) although tonight is a different story.
Let me appologize to anyone that reads this, and gets totally confused. Sorry, but I'm confused myself right now, and couldn't make sense if i tried
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