Can't sleep in night ?
I am not a morning person.
I talk a lot.
Too much debt .
I am extremely emotional most of times.
I have no anger.
I have extreme anxiety most days.
I was always a loner but like to go to public places and strike conversations.
I am disabled ..can't work.
Depression is horrible...I do not know what mania is ?
I tend to ignore my family and including my parents?as according to me they need parenting skills which they lack though they are very loving and kind towards me.
I am a perfectionist in day to day life?
I do not have OCd about
neatness of home ....disorganized is my world.
I have never been neat organizer type person.
My parents never objected or rectified me.
They are cool and easy going...but my dad is high strung and strict which I never liked.
Too much personal info but I am curious soul so sorry .....
That's me I am just reflective tonight.
In high stress situation I freeze.which I hate.
I had extremely stressful childhood as I guess my parents are neglectful and need parenting skills .I was learning disabled kid I am sure now.
My mom is extremely laid back but my dad is opposite ...high strung and anxious...I have bad genes from him that I have anxiety.
this is my story .
Sorry for long rant but I want to know ,I know all of you are not docs here but I am struggling even with so many meds so I wanna know.