and I am still in a low. I have tried back on Lexapro, backed up the wellbutrin to get rid of unwanted agitation.... been taking my meds properly, but am still depressed. Nothing is working anymore. I am just unhappy... unhappy with myself. I have to force myself to even take a bath. Everything is boring to me, nothing amuses me. I am sick to death of the thoughts and feelings of worthlessness. There are things that I wanna do to change unwanted circumstances around me.. but I dont have the drive to do them. So, I sit here stuck in this hole... this rut.
Sorry... just needed someone to listen to me.
"I doubt sometimes whether a quiet and unagitated life would have suited me--- yet, I sometimes long for it." ~Byron