Maybe the feeling you felt was because of the missed dose messing with your system like putter said. I hope that you begin to feel better and that your doc can help you. As far as God and feeling like he saves everyone else and not you, I know exactly how you feel! My husband and I are going through the hardest time in our lives right now. Two close family members are on the verge of dying anytime, my family is in conflict and fighting with eachother, our finances are down the drain; friends aren't there for us anymore, etc. I often have asked that very question to God, "WHY ME?" It was through 3 different sermons on the same Sunday and two different churches that I received my answer. Each sermon was about why God puts through hell and trials. If you have ever read about Job in the bible, God tested him. God allowed the Devil to take everything away from Job to prove that no matter what, Job would stay faithful. In the end Job was a better person who became closer to God by sticking through the hard times. My answer about why we go through what we do is because we are like lumps of coal to God. In the end, he sees us as a very beautiful diamond. What does a piece of coal have to go through to become a diamond? Lots of molding, pounding, mutilating, etc. Coal has to go through hell, fire, and back before it can become a precious diamond. God puts us through hard times to make us a better person and to teach us to cling to him. Although I have been really upset through all of this mess going on with my family, I have decided to try my best to have a good attitude. When someone asks how I am doing, I will say well this and this is going on, and this isn't doing good, but I am happy because God is making me a better person and he is with me through all of this. The poem footprints also shares similar truths. When the man is looking back over the hard times and discovers his hardest time in his life and only sees one set of footprints, he asked God where are were you when I needed you the most? God's reply was that he was carrying him through the hard times because he was too weak to walk himself. Often God puts us through these things to get us to totally lean on and trust him! I pray that everything turns around for you and I hope this may have given you some insight!