Sorry to hear things are soooo bad--I'll be praying for you.
I'm on Lamictal & Prozac. If I go off the Prozac for more than 3 days, I end up depressed. Wonderful as Lamictal is, I still need the Prozac--Pdoc finds that weird, but it works and that's all that matters. As your Pdoc about it. With this combination, I've done very well--hope it works for you.