Last night was horrible, spent a lot of time over the toilet feeling like i was going to be sick, terrible stomach pain, then I started hyperventalating. I thought i was going to dye. I made it through the night with nightmare after nightmare.
I have stopped the meds, and talked to pharmasist, I am back on the lowerst does of effexor and today I feel tons better. I slept a lot and still had nightmares. I am married with kids and they were in the living room watching tv and I was screaming out in my sleep for my mother. I haven't lived at home for almost 20 yrs. It was very weird, I am done with trying new meds, I will have to live with my bipolar as is.
I have a bulging disc, pinched nerve, ddd, bipolar/depression, anxiety and acid reflux.
The meds I take are oxycontin, oxycodone, effexor, clonazepam, pariet.