When I'm not in my right mind, my left mind gets pretty crowded...********************
thanks Rosie X
Just increased my meds last friday--I am now on 600 mg. trileptal and 25 mg. seroquel. I feel so lousy--and then today we got notice that a refinancing loan we had hoped would help us out isn't going to do that. I just feel like crap and am not liking myself--thinking I am stupid, ugly, worthless. All that kind of stuff. Just wish it were time for bed. And my boydriend and I aren't doing so hot right now. I don't know...
Hi Rosie X--
Thanks for the feedback--I saw my therapist today and we did some work on cognitive therapy (I took in a worksheet on the way I had been feeling). It helped quite a bit and I am feeling more relaxed and a bit less obsessed. The issues are therre but I don't feel the depression there. And my boyfriend and I are doing much better. As for money--well, worrying won't change that either. But, for this moment in time I am feeling better and not spiraling into that big black hole of depression. In fact, I think I will nap with one of the cats before I head in to work. One thing I am noticing is that I havae been very hungry--trying to drink lots of water to head off the old medication-wt. gain side effect. thanks for the ((Hugs))--sending some back to you.