missed you here - thought you had taken a holiday to the bahamas or tahiti. (don't we wish - lol).
i had the same dolling out of my meds after my last stupidity in 2001, my wife was the gate keeper. when my back hurt so badly that i couldn't stand up or walk, she dolled out a pain pill. it wasn't really that bad, nut it feal like it at the time.
remember, "this, too, shall pass." it helped me through the worst of my bad times.
glad you're out of hiospital. nut how did you manage that horrendous internet bill? when i lived in england (1976 - 1984) and was lecturing 750 pounds was a month's salary! i knew inflation would get bad bad once maggie got out of office .wasn't it michael foote who succeeded her? memory gets hazy you know.
hang in there, horizontal. you're stronger then this diseaase. and smarter, too (what do brain chemicals know, anyway?)