Ok. I was up there in the clouds, but, the last day and a half I have been having some bad thoughts and becoming tearful again. I am also being a "moody git". Just now I feel really bad. This may because my college are mucking us about with our timetable, but, you know there is something deeper. I mean the more "normal" students have been annoyed about it whereas I am absolutely furious. Plus I don't see the point in going back since I am going to fail anyway.
I guess this would be a good time to start the anti-depressants so that when, and if, I do hit rock bottom they should be starting to work their magic - if they do actually work with me that is.
I still don't have a diagnosis yet on what the blazes is wrong with me. I am getting to the stage where I just want to go to sleep and not wake up - again. I don't know if I can cope with this again.
Anyway, I am going to find a dark corner as my head hurts. Does anyone else suffer from these migraine things??
What can I say,
something 'bout my life,
I just lost again.