Hi there Kenny and Smiler :)
Kenny, I wanted to add to the encouragement that Smiler already gave you. I have been reading lots of these posts for a long time and until today when I read yours, I was feeling ashamed and scared to bring up my own problems. I shouldn't have felt that way though because of all the support I've seen on these boards from most of the members.
I've definately had my share of weird experiences that I can honestly say must have been the bipolar at work because there is no way I would do some of those things during a stable state of mind.
Welcome to Healing Well Sporty
I'm glad you decided to post , every single member here is treated with respect and there is NO shame here. We are all in the same boat , trying to paddle to the same shore - you will only find help and encouragement from these wonderful people.
And hey , it's not geeky to type/write things down. Whether it's embarassment or forgetfullness , it really helps , so thanks for sharing.