Please , if you ever feel like this don't hesitate to contact :
National Suicide Hotline 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
And know that we are here for you also Olivia.
I am glad you have such a good friend , and that you feel safe now.
Please let us know how your doing.
Take care ,
Been exactly where you are. I tried 3 times in the past 6-7 weeks. All I did was land myself in the hospital and a neuropsychiatric hospital. Now I have hospital bills. My meds are locked in a fire proof, lock pick proof safe. My hubby gives me my meds. I feel like a baby when I have to ask if I can have something for a migraine etc. He's at work right now with the keys and I'm having a migraine right now. Not a d**n thing I can take or do. I know I can't be trusted with them, still.
Try and hang in there and know there are others that understand and can sympathize.
Some wonderful advice there guys.
Olivia - you have some really kind , caring people looking out for you - know that you are never alone.
Post Edited (ravenswing) : 12/14/2006 10:22:30 AM (GMT-7)
Post Edited (smiler) : 12/14/2006 10:22:28 AM (GMT-7)
BTW it's best not to have your full name on display as some people might use it against you.
Hmmm give me a mo with the donation page...........I'll try and find out what I've done wrong
Phew - that's ok then.
Loving Ozzy - I felt so upset when ppl laughed at him on that TV show
Here's hoping the links there this time
Drum roll please./././././././././././././././.
It's there and it works!
And I just realised I am talking to myself - on no , the ppl in white coats are here............see ya next time
Hey Chelle - if I've made one person smile , it's all been worth it
Take care of yourself ,
I'm still quite young and I know what song you're talking about Warren! It's kinda funny and does go along with Smiler's white coats comment.
If we can't laugh at ourselves sometimes, someone else will!
Thank you all for the positive support and feedback. I just wish I posted to this forum sooner than later. I just got out of the hospital yesterday after a 6 day stay. Boy, does my life feel more out of synch now than it did before. I am in a bit of confusion, I guess I let somethings go and now I am at a loss of how to repair them. But I do know, there is always an answer out there, and I should stop trying to give up hope when the going gets tough.
I guess I am a little upset at my actions, and how impulsive they were, but that's life. I knew what I should have done, but decided to make it all about me. Now I know better, and am trying not to fall back into the same pit. It is easy to keep repeating the same mistakes again and again, and I am hoping this is not one of them. All I am now is stuck with a tiny bit of guilt for letting myself and others now and stuck with a hosp. bill that could have been prevented. But I did learn more about how unstable I really was, when I actually thought that things were not so bad. Now I know what warning signs to look out for.
It feels good and bad to get out of the hosp. now I know I can't neglect the things of the past, they are the reason I am in this place anyway. I am mentally feeling much, much better. Though physically, I feel like it is going to take months to feel whole again. I don't feel so down anymore, I am just stressed trying to get back to daily life.
Again, thank you all!
Olivia - it's great to hear from you.
I'm soooooooo glad you're OK hun
And I'm sorry for hijacking your thread lol
Post any time you want - we're here for you
You take care now ,