Hi there Shady,
Firstly I would like to congratulate you on your recovery , and well done for deciding that you need some TLC too.
Would you be able to ask your husband to have the children for a while so you can have some time to yourself - a bubble bath , read a book , do your nails - just be able to relax for a while and be you.
Have you ever considered joining a slimming club - there are plenty to choose from online , and a lot of them you can work out what their "plan" is from their free message boards so you don't have to subscribe (don't tell anyone I told you though lol).
Annoying? Irritating? You bet! I swear , sometimes when I'm feeling like that I actually find things to be annoyed about.
I hope your DP lifts soon.
Take care ,
we have almost all been where you ae right now. it is not a nice place to be. we understand and empathise. are you seeing a pdoc? do your meds need tweeking? sounds like it. i was getting into one of my major depressions when my pdoc rxed welbutrin. within three days i was getting better and haven't had a major depressive episode in months! there's HOPE!
wishing you a rapid recovery amd gentle thoughts,