Hi there Copster ,
just want to say welcome to Healing Well
You'll find some great friends here , post anytime , whatever is on your mind we are here to help.
Copster - if it helps any , I don't think they will put you in hosp for strange thoughts , it's only when the behaviour of a patient starts to become strange that it's time to think about that , or , if you're not coping........you seem pretty level headed to me so I think your best bet is to tell them , they're there to help.
Let us know how you go ,
All I can say is this - if you don't tell them it's broken , how can they fix it.
I admire you for your good house keeping , sometimes I just can't handle it
Here's something for you to think about.....
“Success is not to be measured by the position someone has reached in life, but the obstacles he has overcome while trying to succeed.”
Booker T. Washington