I know exactly how you feel. For me, being alone is something I fear HORRIBLY. I can't stand being home alone when I'm even a tiny bit down and I need to be by a lot of people. It's weird. But hang in there!!!
"Stability is a place bipolar people only visit"
Bipolar II, rapid cycler, severe depression/hypomania, severe anxiety, and lifesaver- Shadley's Titan, nine-year-old reg. Quarter Horse Gelding.
Past: Depakote, Lexapro
Current: Lamictal, Abilify, Buspirome, Minocycline, omega 3, probiotics