Warren's right - if your meds aren't doing the job then tell your doc , they can't help you if you don't tell them there's anything wrong. Messsing with your meds could end you in deep - you know what I mean.
If on the other hand this is more to do with control rather than the actual meds , you need to think about that. Is it that you feel your doc has control over you ,and by taking charge of your meds that you have control over your doc?
People with eating disorders use food to take control of their lives but the actual problem does not stem from the food but from other events in life..........
DX : Bipolar , Panic Disorder , GAD , OCD , IBS.