i can't say that you are bipolar but i can relate to you. life seems like it is falling apart and there is no help in sight but i am here to tell you that there are ppl here that will be of great help. they care about every one and they let you know that they are here for you. are you seeing a psychiatrist at this time? that is who diagnosed me. i hope that you get the help you need soon.
COPING IS LIKE HOPING.......... YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU MIGHT GET
DX: OCD PANIC/ANXIETY DISORDER AGORAPHOBIA AND BIPOLAR