Ath ((((HUGS)))) If you have been taken off one drug and put on another then it could well be the drugs that are messing with you. I know in your first post you asked that no-one tell you to go call the doc - well , call the doc. You need to find out why you are feeling like this. You're obviously not coping , and you need proffesional help. We are here for you as friends but it is up to your docs to get the meds right and help you on the right road - that's what they're paid for so go whoop their behinds into gear
I have never been admitted so I don't know if it's worth it or not.