Post Edited (Honey Bee) : 6/8/2007 2:33:10 AM (GMT-6)
Post Edited (Honey Bee) : 6/8/2007 7:07:32 PM (GMT-6)
thanks everyone for all the advice. I know i have a tough life ahead . i will have to endure and walk with faith and strength . i love him very much . but sometimes life gets very frustrated . he does not work , he is unable to keep any job. do u think i can apply for Social security benefits . is bp a permanent disabilty . today he is bit normal , not like last week . he even took off with the car to another state without letting me know . he planned to start some million dollar business . then nothing worked out . he live in a hotel for some days and returned home .
i want to ask all who have spent years enduring this . how did you all manage . did u feel like just running away. i love my husband . now i am financially vey unstable . but maybe in 2 years , when i graduate i will be able to manage things little better . i have though about quitting studies , but then i think about the hard work and money i have put into my studies . i feel i should carry on .
thanks for all the help and advice . now i feel that i am not alone who is suffering with this.