1st I would like to invite you to the HW family.
I'm with Shine on this, I have been diagnosed for almost 3 years and have had BP for at least 5. So I do know a little about BP, and what you describe does not trully describe BP.
As much as you are scared of Drs., you need to get this checked out by them or a trained person.
Post Edited (olivia of course) : 8/2/2007 8:16:47 PM (GMT-6)