My heart continues to go out to you. You have been through so much recently. I am so glad you found this forum, and that you can talk to us. Vent away here, 'cause everyone knows that's what I do here . It helps me more than talking to a lot of the people I have in my life 'cause they just don't understand like my HW family.
I am concerned for you regarding your husband. I know he may be bipolar and if that's the case, it's so awful for him. But I am worried about you in this mess. And your kids too. I know you are taking safety steps to make sure everyone is okay, I just wish there could be some professional support in place somewhere (I'm thinking more for him) so you wouldn't have to feel you need to take care of it all.
I just know it's been so hard, and I just feel so much empathy for you. We are here for you and I will hope for a miracle, or for something that will really help you with all of this.
Hello. I am more than sorry you have had to contend with all of these fires one after the other! I am so very sorry about your sister's and your situation with the children but thank God the kids have you and your older sister to help out when the times got rough for them. Sometimes family can be a definite savior when you need them too.
I am not familiar with the history of you and your husband but can only guess the impact and toll it has taken on you. As much as I love my partner, I really could not say either way how I would be able to deal with it should the same situation happen with us.
You seem to be an incredibly strong person and a leader. Like all the others on this forum have said, we are here to listen so please know you can vent as much pr as little as you need, ask questions, whatever might help you.
You will be in my thoughts and my prayers go out to you,