A slip of the foot you may soon recover,
but a slip of the tongue you may never get over.
I am hangin' right in there with you hun. Ugh, I am totally angry at this illness right now. My episodes are completely out of control and I am angry that b/c of that, I have to go back on meds. I am angry that a lot of us are struggling so much with our symtpoms right now.
I know exactly how you are feeling right now. My depression finally lifted yesterday, and I got some stress lifted today, but I still feel like I'm right on the edge...I feel like this could change at any minute. Totally unstable, totally awful.
I am so sorry that you are feeling like this. My advice to you dear Olivia...Do something relaxing and soothing to help calm yourself. Take things slow and take extra care of yourself. I too lost my appetite, but try to eat a little bit of something. Call your pdoc. And if they won't return your call, take serafena's advice and go there in person and "park it" in the waiting room. This is urgent.
We are all here for you, completely. Please update us and let us know how you're feeling and what's going on. (((((Big supportive hugs)))))
How you doin? It sounds like most of us are in a funk. Maybe it's the shorter days and longer nights!
I hope you're feeling even a little better since your last post. I hope things go well for you with your new therapist. I know you had so much on your mind. Has any of those issues gotten any better?
I hope today brings something good for you!\
im right where you are right now and i really do hope that you feel better.
I'm right there with you as well. I hope so much that we are all feeling better soon. I am really getting tired of this depression. I am glad to hear that you are getting a woman therapist. I have exhausted all my options for counselling where I live.
Anyway, I am sending you hugs; take care of yourself right now. It will pass.
Agoraphobia, Barrett's Esophagus, Bipolar Disorder, Depression, Fibromyalgia, Mitral Valve Prolapse, Panic/Anxiety Disorders, Probable Narcolepsy, PTSD, Restless Leg Syndrome, Severe Acid Reflux, Sleep Apnea, Social Anxiety
Meds: Abilify, Ambien CR, Ativan, Flexeril, Lamictal, Neurontin, Nexium, Requip, Ritalin ER
I can't sleep so I thought I would get on HW and give an update.
I am doing bad, and have considered going to the hospital a few times, but have too much going on to go there. I know it sounds like an excuse, but I only have about 3 weeks of school, and want to try to finish up. The problem is I have been sooo unmotivated, and my concentration is very bad. And I also started a new job 2 weeks ago, and I freak out at the tought of taking time off.
As for my follow up appointment, I don't have one yet. I am going to call tomorrow and set one up. I had a call from the clinic on Wed, but it was too late to call back. I really need to talk to someone soon. I just feel like the smallest things are going to push me of the edge. Boy I complained about my manic episodes, I think they are much better than this rut I am and have been in for almost 2 months.
A slip of the foot you may soon recover, but a slip of the tongue you may never get over.