Yeah it has been pretty blue around here. I don't know what has gotten into me. I guess I am just tired of everything at the moment. I'm sure it will pass, it's just not a good place to be.
I spoke to my direct boss and told him I may be looking for a new job and he told me to hold in there and he will see what he can do. No one really gets it. I just don't like sales. I know it is good money, actually the best you can make here, but I don't enjoy it. I need to be around other people and take the focus off of me. I like to work with other people and help them when they need it. That makes me happy. This does not. I will try to stick it through the high season and just keep my eyes out and hope and pray that another job becomes available. That is very difficult here, and if I quite and don't have another job I will have to leave Thailand and only be able to come back 6 months out of the year legally. I'm in a pickle. My house and kids are here. It's a tough place to be. I will have to sacrifice myself in order to keep everything here. I don't want to leave. This is home to me. I know what I have to do, but just wish I could do what I wanted to. I guess this is the hand I dealt.
I hope everyone has a Happy Thanksgiving. I will be cooking for 35 or so. Now that will keep my mind busy for a couple of days. Take care.