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Mr.T
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Date Joined Sep 2007
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   Posted 11/18/2007 6:45 PM (GMT -7)   
I finally did get my lithium results from the hospital and it was 1.3.  I guess that is good.  I just have been on a downer latley and don't really want to do anything.  I have been thinking soo much and really am tired of it all.  I just don't know that I want to continue on with the meds.  I still feel like I am on a rollercoaster right now and the little thing seem to  bother me more and more.  I have no passion for life or energy.  I seems I am getting more and more depressed.  I don't have anyone to talk to, I don't like my job, but you can't pick and choose here in Thailand so I am stuck.  I have even started looking up cruise ship jobs so that I can at least spend 6 months a year here, but don't know if that is the answer or not.  I need to be around other people not isolated in a cubicle.  I'm sorry it's just a down time right now and I don't know what to do. I guess that is part of life right now. I guess I will just have to deal with it and hope something positive comes up.  

serafena
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   Posted 11/19/2007 12:44 PM (GMT -7)   
I'm sorry to hear you're feeling blue, Jery.  I'm glad you're numbers are okay though.  You're right that getting out of a cubicle would probably help.  Any chance you could take a vacation and get a change of scenery? 
 
 
Serafena
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It is a melancholy of mine own, compounded of many simples, extracted from many objects, and indeed the sundry contemplation of my travels, in which my often rumination wraps me in a most humorous sadness. -- William Shakespeare


Mr.T
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   Posted 11/19/2007 6:02 PM (GMT -7)   

Yeah it has been pretty blue around here.  I don't know what has gotten into me. I guess I am just tired of everything at the moment.  I'm sure it will pass, it's just not a good place to be.

I spoke to my direct boss and told him I may be looking for a new job and he told me to hold in there and he will see what he can do. No one really gets it.  I just don't like sales.  I know it is good money, actually the best you can make here, but I don't enjoy it.  I need to be around other people and take the focus off of me.  I like to work with other people and help them when they need it.  That makes me happy. This does not.  I will try to stick it through the high season and just keep my eyes out and hope and pray that another job becomes available.  That is very difficult here, and if I quite and don't have another job I will have to leave Thailand and only be able to come back 6 months out of the year legally.  I'm in a pickle. My house and kids are here.  It's a tough place to be.  I will have to sacrifice myself in order to keep everything here.  I don't want to leave.  This is home to me. I know what I have to do, but just wish I could do what I wanted to.  I guess this is the hand I dealt.

I hope everyone has a Happy Thanksgiving.  I will be cooking for 35 or so.  Now that will keep my mind busy for a couple of days.  Take care.

Jery


olivia of course
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   Posted 11/19/2007 8:44 PM (GMT -7)   

Jery,

I too am sorry that you are feeling down.  Hopefully things will get better for you and at work as well.  Wow, that's a large party you are going to be cooking for, hope you have a wonderful time. Also, have an awesome Thanksgiving.


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Mr.T
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   Posted 11/20/2007 6:20 PM (GMT -7)   

Thank you very much and I hope that you have a wonderful Thanksgiving as well.  I am going to start all of the pies after work today.  I plan on Making about 9-10. I hope that is enough considering 90% of my guests are from America and cannot get any of these desserts except on holidays when I cook.  They are like vultures. Now that I have something to focus on that I enjoy and know will make other people happy I feel better.  I hope that it will last. It's a good feeling.  Take care

Jery

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