Thanks Olivia. I guess when I feel like this I do feel like I am 1000's of miles away from anyone who understands. It is nice as I have said many times to have a place to go and feel at home and have people understand me. Even better is they become friends. I am feeling better tonight. I had a friend who owns a restaurant ask me to do all of thier appetizers and help with their dinner tomorrow night. It is exhausting, but keeps my mind busy. They are only expecting about 40 so it won't be too bad. Tonight i am doing all of the cold items and tomorrow I will go to the rest. after work and do the hot and then help with entree's.
I am "patiently" waiting for my lithium to kick in and just hope it's not too much. I guess I'll know soon.
I am still very upset about Bank and Bem. I really hate not seeing them and can't imagine losing them, but I am in a foreign country and don't have much say. I may have to start throwing money around to try to get things my way, but there are no guarantees. I will just pray for the best and hope I will get a special Christmas wish.
Just a quick question. Has anyone heard from Wen. I sure hope she is doing well.
Good evening all
Bipolar IIIt is a melancholy of mine own, compounded of many simples, extracted from many objects, and indeed the sundry contemplation of my travels, in which my often rumination wraps me in a most humorous sadness. -- William Shakespeare
Thanks alot for the kind words. How much notice do I have to give you to fly you here to kick some but for those who will not listen or acknowledge my BP? It's about a 28 hour flight plus a short 2 hour drive so you will have plenty of time to prepare. Just kidding, but thanks for the offer. It makes me feel so wonderful just to have the gesture. It's kinda sad that I have to come here to feel good and accepted for who I am and what I am going through, but I wouldn't trade it for anything. I sometimes get a knot in my throat when reading the emails. I know a bit sappy, but true.
Thank you so much for caring. Everyone. What a wonderful gift I have been given. I am truly blessed.
Take care and know that I am here for anyone that needs a lift as so many of you have given to me.