He upped me to 50mg from 25mg.
He was just telling me that 200mg is a average dose for most people.
I am glad to put a cause to my anger and depression I went too long as an unhappy
person I really felt better when I was in the West4 wing of the Hospital and talking to others in group (and on Lamictal) like myself and realizing that I am not alone and some people have more serious stages than I.
I meet many people from Heroin addicts that self medicated for depression,people with phobias of being around other people in public (never left his house except for food and laundry and work 3rd shift so to be with less people;a 12 year vet of the Army till they Army discharged him) and I met one lady my age 41 that did sleep for days and she check herself in to get some sleep with some powerful drugs that knocked her out.
She would keep herself busy with things like cleaning house/bathrooms and laundry in the middle of the night.
She would watch TV for house at home and have restless energy...I would say that is manic.
All the people I met had an interesting story of deprestion(some sad as mariges were lost along with their childern) and many were in touch with themself knowing they need help.
But they all seem to help me by talking to them
Post Edited (MDdave) : 12/18/2007 6:32:31 PM (GMT-7)