I know what you mean. I got my mammo two weeks ago--been getting them every year since age 34, except I skipped last year, and am now 50 and got that dread letter to come back for more testing. I wouldn't worry except that my Mom and best friend both died in 2005 within 6 months of each other from breast cancer! I am trying not to worry until i have something to worry about but it is annoying that the letter says "Call us right away" but they can't see you for three weeks (LOL). I keep telling myself that even if there is something it is small--can't feel nothing--and the odds are in my favor etc. Sometimes I feel like this is my punishment for skipping a year (LOL LOL). I haven't told my lover yet because why worry him until there is something to worry about, right? Positive thinking, that is the cure. (Plus an occassional wine).