DUCK!!!! (subtract the D replace with an F)
I wish you lived near me. I wish I could give you somebody like in the end of Steele Magnolias- shove Shirley Macclain at you and say- "You want to yell at someone? Here! yell at her! Hit her! Knock her lights out!"
Ok- now I will try an be rational for your sake. Sounds like a new primary to me. All I have been hearing from my docs is we (us girls in the 2-5 year range) are prime for a new primary especially if we had lumpectomies and rads. Did you even know about that? I just learned that little factoid- There is an 11% increased risk of a new primary in the other breast if a woman gets rads!
When I had my false alarm tumor this summer in the "other Breast" my BS said I could get another lumpectomy if it was cancer. Maybe that is all you have to do - and maybe a course of rads. Did they say how big it is? You said it was calcifications- so it can't be THAT big- so maybe that is all you need.
I know you don't want to hear this. You rather hear it was nothing and we all be happy dancing. But you know me well enough by now I always try to go to Battlestation Mode.
But if you were not a member of club Mets- this could still just happen...it is common- that is why we are monitored so closely these first few years. And it sounds extremely small- which is great- and maybe all you will need is just what I mentioned above.
I have a real pain in the a$$ neighbor. I am going to surprise her with a ticket to IN. You can yell at her all you want. She really needs it.
We are all here for you. I am SO SORRY AND SO FRIGGIN MAD I NEED TO KICK SOMETHING MYSELF.
Please- take 2 xanax tonight. One for me too.
Love and prayers to you ALWAYS,
PS The new fall collection is out- Does Kalia want a cute outfit for the holidays??? Just tell me her height and weight!
Oh crap! I am so sorry this is happening to you again, but glad they are getting it early.