Hugs to you Ellen. You are in my prayers.
Perfume and incense bring joy to the heart, and the pleasantness of one's friend springs from his earnest counsel.
I have been thinking about you this morning. This choice like all others is yours to make and knowing where you are coming from and what you could be facing is an area that you can not turn a blind eye to.
As with your inlaws, maybe they do not know how dangerous this could be to you. But this would be (to me anyways) would be an area that my husband would have to take care of. But that is just my thought on that. I am Catholic so why I understand the Catholic view I also understand the other side. Catholics are not suppose to do any type of birth control but the rhythm method. My parents only wanted two kids, I am #3 and my brother is #4. The rhythm method doesn't work. Anyways my point was I was told no babies period when I was diagnosed. I was not going to leave to chance me getting pregnant so I was thankful when I had my ovaires out. If that puts me in bad light with the church too bad. That decision was mine alone, and you know God understands that. I need to be here for the child I have.
Personally I would stay aways from the Lifetime movies.... but if it allowed you to be at ease with your decision then it was worth it. That channel just makes me cry too much.