I could not stand the thought of a weekend alone up here in the snow, considering everything, so I up and took Matthew to Orlando for four days. We had a blast. Went to Universal, (DH wants to do Disney with him) and he was absolutely amazed that the bushes were making music!!!!! Everything was amazing to him. Then we went to cocoa beach, for a while, then we went to the space center. It helped to have some fun and sunshine amidst all of this.
I did too much, though, and have pain on my left side. Day before yesterday, the beach day, I severely started taking it easy, because I had done way too much the days before. I got a skycap to help me with the bags and had special assistance on the way home, missing a line that was an hour and a half long. what a relief!
Doc tomorrow, so he can scold me and check me out. The rest of them understand.
It didn't stop the process of what I've been going through but it gave me some nice moments I wouldn't have had otherwise. Came home to a dead fish, and cried. Can't thin my seedlings because that's killing seedlings and I simply don't have enough room for all of them. It's pretty screwed up.
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." -Confucius