Ellen, most of us know about
the feelings you describe. And most of us are on antidepressants because of them. Things will get easier for you. Lord woman, you made it through your doctorate, you'll make it through this.
BTW, Michael got exactly what I said he would from the day they charged him. I also followed the trial as close as Court TV could provide. It is just unfortunate that the prosecution did not put their best foot forward. Funny how a case can be won or lost on one witness.
A good friend will bail you out of jail...
but a true friend will be sitting
next to you saying,
"Dâmn... that was fun!".