It is OK to vent here. In fact it is one of the best places to vent. I am sorry you are not healing. What did the docs say you need to do? Or why it isn't healing? Hang in there. I know there are times I really do not like my docs either. I sometimes get so tired of it all. But, you will heal. Try to be patient.
Just keep posting to us because someone will be able to really relate to this circumstance and be able to help you. Think positive thoughts and try not to stress out to much. Negative stuff really retards the healing, but it is OK to be angry and worried. Take time to vent and then get to the healing stuff.
Love and hugs,