Donna, hope you had a good day and that you are feeling much better. I don't think any of us expect to feel bad when we are trying so hard to make ourselves look better and feel better, but somehow this disease and its aftermath does wreak more havoc than any of us can prepare for.
As for me, I am fourteen months post mastectomy, 8 months post chemo and 5 months post radiation and looking forward to reconstruction sometime towards the end of the year. I need to get up the courage for the surgery and also to change my healthcare insurance again so I can use my preferred surgeon. I made a mistake when I chose this plan at the end of last year and can not change again until Decembe.
"Fluff-up" your hair and make-up soon and maybe you will feel better. Hats of to you for your courage, and I look forward to reading a positive post from you soon.